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Perfectionist?

So...

Where do I start?

Uhmm...

Well...

Okay!


The feeling of worthlessness...and intense negative self-talk..erupt to the surface of my mind from even little mistakes.

The fact is that when I'm trying to be perfect, nothing ever seems to be good enough!

I end up on a hamster wheel.

Chasing something that doesn't exist.

It. Is. Tiring.


So from this point onward...

I will just do me...

Doesn't mean I lower myself in terms of quality.

But I just do what I think is good for me...

Reminds me of "Mulai aja dulu" a tagline by Tokopedia.


So...

I still plan, think, strategize things...

But I will just do it...


Jadi...mulai aja dulu...

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