Master's in Creative Writing
For sure, I have been postponing lots of writings just because I thought I was not perfect.
You know, there's this intrinsic feeling that keeps holding me back whenever I wanna write.
It's been exactly a year since I started my Wix's subscription and look...I did not produce that many writings.
At minimum, there should be like 365 blog posts already...
I don't have any formal background in creative writing
I only graduated from local school where the language of instruction was Indonesian...
So obviously...writing in English is quite a challenge.
Since I'm a perfectionist, sometimes I feel like my writing is not authentic.
Whenever I'm about to hit that "publish" button...I always get anxious.
What if I have spelling mistakes?
What if I have structural mistakes?
What if I have capitalisation mistakes?
What if people think I write garbage?
What if I look desperate to just write? So my writing feels forced?
But then I realize if I were to wait until I have my MA in Creative Writing...I would never start to write and eventually blog and post them.
So I might write again.
Maybe at the end of the day, you don't always need to have a reason to do something.
Just like my beating heart never stops to ask, "Why am I beating?" it just beats, right?
So? I'll write then.
~ Peace out, beautiful human ~